July 16.
Physical: numb head, spinning eyes, tingling feet, arms, legs. Moving slow. The day begins… hot humid, will there be a through line.
What does it mean to “waist a day”?
Creating a maze of routine events and thoughts that blunder you through the day. A blur of a day. Your vision impaired and deaf to your inner yearnings, longings unfulfilled at a base line level.
Options are there. But you’re caught up in thought. Thought keeps you from dong. Keeps the clarity mucked up a smear of mud so you have an idea but can’t see the end…
Like trying to pick up glitter.
Is a day – the feeling of a ‘job well done”?
Who says you’re doing a good job when you work alone?
Rely on that gut feeling. Take care of your inner self.