Scanning my body as I woke up – I found all my symptoms were low – I could barely feel the neuropothy. Then, walking around everything starts up, pins in my feet and hands, my face is numb and heavy, nausea, not so much dizzy for now…
Tracking up the stairs with my coffee I can’t remember what a normal body feels like. Aware of muscles moving, the voice, skin dry, tears… all working in unison. It’s as if a group has moved in. Noisy neighbors that have decided to have a party 24 hours a day. I call the landlord and he does nothing. I’m at the mercy of these beings that are unaware of my presence…
How to regain balance? How to not give in?