Flower Garden Factory

Author: b2c-fgf

  • Sparkle

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    Embracing the now. All this to say – now is the time to break with a past that no longer serves you – physically. Because how you relate to the world you inhabit without all the stuff.. will give you peace in this limited time you have to exist in this form.

  • A file

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    Facing boxes of your past, I want to play the librarian, catalog, create a history of you…at what cost? My present. what if I look at all those files and journals as old work files… things we would create for a client for a project and then toss. Do I keep one and recycle the…

  • Piecing

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    You pick up a piece of the past, examine it. Take the scissors and shape it into a story: beginning, middle and end. Making sense, seeing the beauty in something lost or forgotten; the colors dull from years of dust. Placing it on clean white paper, the pristine boarder surrounds a piece of the whole.…

  • holding on

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    ”Why are you holding on.” A simple sentence. The yoga teacher in my dream walked me through showing me how my hands were clenched my shoulders held and by whispering tenderly into my ear and then licking my ear – how touch had left my sense memory. Each moment this young man gently pointed out…

  • ”I’m tired”

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    Going to sleep and waking up – crying on both ends. Something has broken or been cut inside. The weight of the world and all its ugliness is riding on my back. Hence the back ache. Death, destruction, anxiety, sooth sayers of doom, illness…emphasis the fragility of a powerful life. So much energy – of…

  • Scan

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    Scanning my body as I woke up – I found all my symptoms were low – I could barely feel the neuropothy. Then, walking around everything starts up, pins in my feet and hands, my face is numb and heavy, nausea, not so much dizzy for now… Tracking up the stairs with my coffee I…

  • Colleen on Mary T

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    Your journey of unwanted lessons learned in this territory are a gift to her and all the family. Amazing how our own cuts, wounds and scars when recognized by the other – can transform the story to one of healing –  on both ends of the conversation.  – me

  • Better?

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    So many just want to feel better. The angst of the future 4 years and instant chaos of our government in throws of attack and domination of a thug and the realization that 1/2 of Americans are living in a false narrative voting on made up agendas of “the other”. It’s daunting. Yes. But I…

  • Heavy fog

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    It started last night, that leaden feeling in my head – weight heavy on my front lobe, making my head fall forward. I woke to a headache non headache… no throbbing as if it didn’t have the energy to throb. Everything takes longer, to focus takes an act of defiance. Meanwhile I feel like this…

  • Steps

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    After the election, with no media coverage since Wednesday morning, the helplessness that is swirling around me wants to be put to use. With that there is a need to store energy for the months to come as we all will be called to participate to “insist” on equality, “resist” the mind numbing impotence thrust…