- Books, our books, some of yours, mine and ours – donated out back in circulation. The Red Book – Carl Jungs monster of a book that Mary gave you… one in which you never wanted, it represented so much… a book store owner ran her hands over the illustrations and said “how lovely”. No history of violence, ego and mind games… it’s like i exercised the book. Free to be appreciated – eliminating the mental room space it impacted in our home.
- Impossible Creatures.. I finished. Crying at when the immortal whispers the words to the boy she will leave behind..”I say yes. Yes. Yes..” as she sacrifices herself flying into the sun…The boy knowing they will meet again in the future… The words struck me. I thought we had hours, days, years… and I thought we did.
- I watched two children’s animated films… all about growing up, pain, leaving someone, finding them again in another form, in the mind… watching IF I can’t remember if I had an imaginary friend. If I did it was a he and surely in an adult kind of form… or tree…
- Surrounded by 200 people I watched short films at AP’N3 – having not been to an event, theatre, large group in 4 or 5 years. It was a big deal. John went… He helped me get through it. I was masked. – i listened to an interview with Teri Garr as she LIVED with MS… she really adapted and said I’m going to continue to live my life as best I can – cause that’s what I want to do.
- My brother Rob comes to town for a few days. A day after Election Day. Worry and stress about the outcome is on my face, everyone’s face. It will be a different trajectory at the end of the week. It’s unfathomable that chasem we have to Evil Kanevil over. It feels like… I know this path ends soon and have no idea what will happen at the end… How to prepare… I feel like the Tornado sirens are blaring and I’m not running to shelter. Just watching the signs in the sky, the lack of wind, the silence of nature. “What Next?”