Yesterday after my doctors appointment I realized my health situation is just like your death. There is no remedy. No drugs to make it better. This is the situation. Stop beating your head against the wall – anger emitting from your cells that no one is listening. They are listening. They have no answers. Just like your death and the train I boarded – I now have come to another junction and changed to another train in a desert – It will travel along… I have the opportunity to leave the train and start walking with my limitations.
The road of answers is over. No searching… not today. Acceptance and adapting are written on the walls. There is freedom in acceptance. Freedom not from pain or suffering… but there must be clarity mixed in a lifting of hope for something better… when the “better” is right now…