Numbness has become my regular neutral… 5 O’clock shot to end the day while I weep in the A.M. and throughout the day… Everyday is a wrestling match… how do I make it through. Every move is 10 calls and waiting… income slows to a crawl and I’m surrounded by things to do…. everyday things… then BIG things… giving away your suits for a Prom Swap… to the girl who years ago you styled for her Ms NJ try…